Hello. Yea I'm
art. I am X years old and bumming around.. This is my blog so I can say anything I want to say here and I deserve respect so if you don't give a damn you are very much welcome to leave. Cheers for me.
So, you somehow got in here. Well if you had'nt realise it yet, this is actually my blog.
Yea well, go on and read. I guess.
If you like it, comment on it.
If you don't like it, do comment on it as well.
=D
By the way, just in case u end up looking at my archives, and you somehow click on it, it will bring you back to this page right here.
But fret not!
you just have to click on the entries page once again to view the archives.
Troublesome, I know.
Anyway,
Cheers for me.
Again.
FEVER TAKEOVER!!
written at Sunday, March 30, 2008
mood- dizzy music- Soba Ni Iru Ne BY THELMA AOYAMA feat. SOULJAI haven't been updating lately. Well I'm just too lazy. Theres too much things going on right now. And I'm very much tired. Fatigue. Exhaustion. Staffs and people you could replace, but friends? Friends are irreplaceable. Thats what they are. And I'm losing some of them right now. Precious to me. Sigh. It stressed me out. Depression...
Anyway, I've been sick for like almost two weeks straight now. My fever have been going up and down. Twice I've been to the doctor and it almost cost me a bomb. Almost a hundred bucks. Finally the fevers almost down, but well, we'll see i guess.
Signing off for now.
Fading to black
written at Monday, March 17, 2008
mood- laughing music- Mosh BY EMINEMAs each day passes by, you fade away from my life. The repeated phone calls got rejected every time. You told me I did not give u much attention. If that is the one that I'm at fault, I'm ready to change. So please just listen to this song that I dedicated just for you. At the very least I'll be able to let go of this emotions that's inside me. Every time we meet, often it ended with quarrels. It began with a misunderstanding, you got angry and plan for revenge. I beg for forgiveness and admit my mistakes, can't bear to live in pain. Without someone in my life and love everything will repeat itself. I don't know how to form the words. I don't know how to line my fingers. Sweet words dose not mean a thing if theres no sincerity in the heart. So if this is your final decisions, then id rather u leave. Please just listen. Please Just listen.
Thats the translation for Dengarlah.Cheers.
Dengarlah
written at Wednesday, March 12, 2008
mood- scared music- Dengarlah BY THE FULL PLEDGE MUNKEESSetiap hari yang berlalu, dirimu pudar dari hidupku. Berulang ulang ku hubungi namun pangillan ku ditolak berkali kali. Kau katakan yang ku kurang memberikan perhatian. Kalau itu adalah kesilapan ku, ku sedia membuat perubahan. Dengarlah gubahan lagu ini yang ku dendang khas buatmu. Sekurang kurangnya ku dapat meluahkan perasaan ini yang di dalam hati. Setiap kali kita berjumpa, sering kali berakhir dengan bertengkar. Bermula dengan berselisahan faham, kau mula marah dan meyimpan dendam. Ku mohon maaf dan mengaku salah, tak sanggup ku menderita. Tanpa berteman hidup dan kasih sayang semua pasti akan berulang. Ku tak reti menyusun kata. Ku tak reti menyusun jari. Kata manis tak bererti kalau tulus ikhlas tak wujud di hati. Seandainya semua ini adalah keputusan mu yang terakhir, ku relakan kau pergi. Dengarlah. Dengarlah.
LIES THE PROBLEM WITH ME
written at Sunday, March 2, 2008
mood- MOSHING!! music- 1234, 1234 BY CATCH 22Well, today was like extremely fun!! MAN!! It feels like I've let off all the steam in me all out. From Cesspit to Plain Sunset and back again, It never felt like anything I've experienced before! Skank to Cesspit and moshed to Plain Sunset. And BODYSURFING!!! Never went to to a gig without bodysurf!! Everlast, Cesspit's new song was incredible. It moved me. And I'm still feeling the after effects. I've decided! I'll go back to my original roots. I'll be a punk again. And reborn!
My whole shirt was muddy after that. Proved that I was actually having incredible fun inside the mosh pit without any care in the world. Ate at Lau Pa Sat.
Went to bowl at East Coast after that. Hmm. Sucky. In the beginning at least. DAMN! The computer keeps hanging up and everyone was throwing to the drains or "longkang'' !! And as usual I can't hit a strike nor a proper spare. BUT IT WAS FUN THOUGH!! I was laughing for every minute I was in the bowling alley!! WAN was hitting at incredible speed. Zoobay was gd. Hafriz- LONGZ. Aida - when it comes to her, bad luck never seems to cease and Lily was ok.
HAHAHAHAS!
Well then. Watching Hafriz and Muna together in a relationship, made me think what my problem was. I learnt a valuable lesson today which i shall not forget for the rest of my life. The problem lies with me.
And what I learnt was that it wasn't the problem itself but how u deal with it which matters the most. I'm still persistant and it proved to be my great downfall.
But actually noticing it, I hope that I'll be able to adjust and recover again.
I'm sorry but I still do miss you.
Well signing off.
World Peace.
